Missing Mickey.................

I had to write this tonight since I am not soo emotional about all of this as it gets closer it becomes harder for me to talk about...

So tonight I am sitting here missing Mickey.. Who is Mickey? Some of you may ask. Well he was born William Micheal on August 6,1975 and he is my brother. On Feb 17, 1993 he took his life at the age of 17? Why? Well we really don't know. I along with mom and dad think now that he was bi-polar. But that wasn't known back then. He was a great little brother. I mean we fought alot. But we would do anything to protect the other. I hate that he is gone. It kills me that I could do nothing to help him. I will never forget the phone call that I got that day at work. And quite often really mad about what he is missing like the birth of his daughter! And meeting Bobby, missing my wedding, and for hurting my mom and dad the way he did. But most of all I get mad for how sad me makes me feel even to this day.

When he died he was a Senior in High School..He had such a big heart he would do anything for his friends or family. He played football and baseball.

I just want him to know that I miss him very much.. And I want to say I love you...